Five Senses Monday

Red-lipped goodbye kiss from my mother:5-1Emmelia: 5-14My friend Genevieve and I took a selfie with the evening’s comedian: 5-13What’s better than a pair of birthday skates? Not much: 5-12The annual pot party happened again: 5-10My view in the office: 5-9On my 30th birthday, Maggie gave me this journal with this poem written inside. I hadn’t used it until this month, when the words and verses seem perfect for this season. I’ve been using it every day: 5-8My sister and the kiddos came over for dinner one night: 5-7 5-6 Processed with VSCOcam with t1 presetI made an attempt at an eggplant lasagna. I learned that roasting the eggplant first really makes it shrink up, so the recipe is serious when it calls for two eggplant: 5-4Dining with an artist: 5-3cMy friend Paco went to the Los Angeles County Museum of Art and brought me back a box collection of photo prints by David Bailey. I love them! 5-3bDrinks with the girls. Always so much ground to cover: 5-3aA girls brunch, followed by facials. What a fantastic idea: 5-3Our morning routine: 5-2Tasting: Shrimp – I don’t normally do shrimp, but I literally ate whole shrimp the other night. It wasn’t awful. Pizza with ground beef, because it tastes like high school. A really frou-frou margarita made with Justin Timberlake’s tequila that also wasn’t awful.

Feeling: Feelings. There’s been a lot of them lately. Some fear. A lot of excitement. Some nervousness over not having all of the answers. You know, the normal life stuff. I’m feeling so thankful for new friends who hold my hand like we’ve been friends forever, as well as old friends who throw those beautiful affirming words at me when I need them like no other. Excited because I’m doing National Novel Writing Month in November! Worried about the jury summons I didn’t get, and the “call court” letter I got after. Eek.

Hearing: All about Ebola, because a) I work in a hospital, and b) because I have a mother who hates the idea of me flying to Costa Rica in a few days. All about terrorism, because … see “b” above.

Smelling: Coffee. I’ve been more addicted to just straight-up brewed coffee lately. It’s not going to be helpful in my upcoming attempt to quit caffeine — yes, I just said that.

Seeing: My grandma across the table from me during a Sunday afternoon lunch. The inside of the operating room during a real-life robotic-assisted surgery. Lots of Netflix because I’ve been very into hybernating the last two weeks.

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Crossing the Golden Gate | San Francisco

bridge_6790With our iced coffees in the cup holders and new mix CDs leading the way, we hit the freeway out of the valley before the late-summer heat burned through the morning chill. We made our way onto 205, through the windmills of the Altamont Pass and came out in the bay, with all of its bustling new construction, traffic and hilltop mansions.

I’d been talking about walking across the Golden Gate Bridge for years. And somehow, in one of our crazy conversations that people say they want to record because they would make the most amazing Twitter fodder, my friend Paco and I made plans to make the trek.

We first drove across the massive bridge that drifts above the Pacific Ocean, and parked in the lot farthest from the city. The early morning haze was still thick, but the lot was already full of people lining the lookout areas posing for group photos and selfies.

The bridge, though, was nearly empty. And that made us very happy. We took our time, hanging our heads over the ledge to look at ripples and seagulls diving in for breakfast. We walked partly with our heads tilted up in wonder at the iconic orange towers that help keep the structure in place. Everything was bigger than I expected. More intense. More technical.

It was loud.

The cars continued to zoom by because it is still the freeway, you realize. Looking into oncoming traffic, there is this strange feeling of being exposed and a little vulnerable between cables and cars and the cold, deep channel below.

I started to tune out the noise part way through, and Paco and I talked about all the runners and obvious tourists who brushed past us on the way and all of the random things we always end up talking about.

By the time we reached the other side, the pathway was crowded with people, and we were glad we made it out early enough to have the bridge largely to ourselves at first. We took in more people watching in the Bridge Pavilion and drank spiced chai and shopped before heading back over.
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Concert in the Grove

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Our corner of the bluegrass festival

bluegrass-0Whenever I think of bluegrass, I think of the busted banjo my dad has kept in a corner of his living room my entire life. It’s a heavy old thing that I learned early on not to touch because it would start to crumble like a delicate skeleton every time I tried dusting the black leathery case. He listened to more classic rock than bluegrass, but I remember his mock-banjo-picking with his mouth, always loud, always abrasive, always kinda funny.

It wasn’t until the last couple of years that bluegrass really became a part of my life. More non-bluegrass musicians started adding the wiry twang of the banjo and mandolin to their songs. The days of my friends rocking out with electric guitars and mini amps were taken over by acoustic song and banjo sessions around campfires, where we all join in with our voices, some more timid than others.

So with the newfound love of bluegrass, we have made our local Bluegrass Festival a tradition. We take our blankets and chairs and retreat in our little shady corner between the stage and the river, and enjoy the music for an afternoon in September. This is a little of how it goes:
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Visiting Delancey | Seattle (or book nerd)

delancey_2 delancey-2delanceyIt started with blogs and then Twitter and Instagram. It was this weird look into some of the most interesting people I knew: Writers.

I was that little girl who curled up in the corner of a couch with a tattered book and dreamt of discovering enchanted homes in forests and going on adventures with well-spoken mice and running away to discover my family’s hidden past in Europe. I read and read and read. And then I’d finish the book, gasp and hold it tight to my chest, both amazed at the ending and heartbroken that my characters, my friends, left me sitting there on that brown couch. I would flip the page, hoping there would be something else, and I would find the About the Author. I was always enthralled by their photo, and loved knowing that they lived in West New Hampshire or New Mexico with their three dogs or pet slow loris. Back then, that was all 10-year-old, naturally-born stalker, me got as insight into this writer’s life. It killed me; I wanted so badly to be their friend and to have play dates with their children, who would, so obviously, be the most interesting and thoughtful children in the world.

And then came the blogs.

Not long into my venture with home Internet did I learn that my favorite authors were online, writing about their daily lives, their writing process and what they were making for lunch. “This is what they were doing an hour ago,” I remember thinking, a huge contrast into what I thought when I read their About the Author that I assumed was written at least a year before the book landed on my bookshelf. Blogs showed me what Ruth Reichl was baking that day. Twitter showed me what awkward moment Augusten Burroughs was experiencing today.

I think it was sometime during my food memoir obsession that I picked up “A Homemade Life” by Molly Wizenberg off a bookstore shelf. I read it. Loved it. Loved the stories and the prose and the way food and life were so beautifully intertwined, as it really is in every day life.

When I got to the end of “A Homemade Life” and had that all-too familiar feeling of satisfaction and sadness, I flipped to my beloved About the Author section hungrily, as if I were licking the last bit of chocolate icing off the cake platter. There — this one on the back cover — was Molly Wizenberg, her soft smile and long orange hair. Her paragraph mentioned her degrees and writing honors — and it mentioned her blog. My proud internal Internet stalker immediately devoured the posts on Orangette, the blog that lead her to writing her own memoir.

I’ve since followed Molly Wizenberg regularly on Orangette, as well as on Instagram, where I’ve watched the uprising of Delancey, the Seattle restaurant she and her husband own and operate, the birth of her adorable daughter and moments that passed in her kitchen as she wrote her second memoir, “Delancey,” about the trials and joys of opening the restaurant.

When I had the opportunity to go to Seattle this summer, it was only obvious that Delancey was No. 1 on my to-visit list. I went with my aunt and cousin in tow. They mocked me for being both excited and nervous about going to a pizza joint. As we stood across the street waiting for a table that busy evening, my aunt kept asking, “Is that the girl you know?” I would quickly respond, “I don’t know her, so if we see her, don’t say that!” Then my cousin would follow up with, “we’re so going to embarrass you.” They kept mimicking me, saying things like, “Oh, she bloggggs” or “We’re bloggairs.” They didn’t get that running into a writer or blogger or famous artist would be more of a celebrity moment than meeting someone like, um, I dunno, Steven Spielberg (random fact: I was working the commencement ceremony at CSU Long Beach the year Spielberg came back to graduate … I have pictures, but that wasn’t nearly as exciting as eating pizza at Delancey).

Molly wasn’t there that night, but her essence was there in the square printed photos of baby June on the walls, the single indoor plant, the glorious collection of cookbooks hovering over the open kitchen.

We dined outside on a Seattle night that got chilly as soon as the sun went down over the residential neighborhood where Delancey sits. We each ordered our own delicious pizzas and Moscow mules that were highlighted with the glow of candle light that kept flickering out with the breeze. We had prime people watching: A first Internet date, hipsters trying too hard, a couples’ dinner with his parents, lovers carrying out to-go boxes. It was a really great evening.

And later, Molly Wizenberg herself commented on my Instagrammed photo of Delancey: “This makes me so happy! Thanks for coming in,” she wrote.

Screen Shot 2014-10-14 at 10.42.39 AMMy About the Author came to life. It made me smile — and my aunt and cousin, in unison, said, “Awwww.”

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Starbucks, Est. 1971 | Seattle

When in Seattle, do as the locals do — EXCEPT, do make it a point to go to the oldest Starbucks. You won’t catch a gaggle of locals in this joint — unless they have tourists on their arms — but you will see the original Starbucks logo in its full-frontal glory. You’ll also have some great entertainment by street vendors. You’ll be wooed by a wordsy and charming barista. You’ll wait waaaay too long — unless you follow my early-bird ways and get there before the neighboring produce pushers get their pomegranates in a row. You’ll see that a peppermint mocha tastes the same as it does back home. You will love it, and you will take home an expensive mug to remind you. (Note: my biggest regret in Seattle was not buying the mug. Thankfully, though, my coworker went the following week and brought me my new favorite coffee mug with the busty mermaid. Thank you!)

Also, my cousin, a Californian who proclaims he’s purely Seattle now, informed me that this is not actually the original Starbucks as everyone claims. It is the oldest, though, as the original one in Downtown no longer exists. Who knew, huh?starbucks-1

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Emmelia in the grass

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